Actress, Clara starred on her own reality show "Like a Virgin," which was shown on October 8.
In the first episode, as expected, Clara spoke about the discrepancy of her statements that had been haunting her for quite a while now. She admitted that the issue was her fault.
She stated, "The controversy continued for about three months. Every week felt like one year. It was to the point that I was scared to go to filming locations. The other cast members all supported me, but that just made me more clueless about what to do. I wondered if it were all right for me to smile."
She added, "I only had the desire to be alone. I realized that I had been the only one excited by the people's love. I don't know why I always wanted to do well. Nevertheless, I worry - whether the public will get to like me if I were to say I see myself as I am."
She also opened up some of her experiences in the past regarding her family while shedding tears.
After Clara had been done eating with her parents, she said, "I was born in Switzerland. I could not be with my mother because she had to assist my father as his wife. When I was in the third grade; my family lived together for the first time. We lived together until I was in the 6th grade for a total of only three years," implicating that she only spent three years together with her parents and all the years remained, she was alone.
She also stated, "Now that I think about it, I think I kept trying to smile because I felt very lonely. When I smiled, it was okay to deal with it. That is why I kept trying to smile and not be sad."